Personal Experience
Hello everyone,
I haven’t been able to write something for a long time. It was because I was stuck in the loop of problems. The problems I faced have mainly
existed in my brain. No one knows (except the one reading this) that in the past
few days I faced something bizarre and overcome it. I had never experienced
such immense pressure and it scared me like hell.
But in the end, everything became normal and I got a reason
to smile and I believe that smile is the cure for your every problem. During the past few days, I passed through some tough experiences and everything was a
product of my mind.
Let me take you a month back when I was attending my exams.
Due to these hard times, we had not given the proper timing to write the exams
perfectly. During every exam, we got 3 hours to complete our paper but this time
we got only 2 hours. Although there was some compromise that was not
enough. At the end of every paper, I felt a shortage of time. I attempted my
papers with optimal planning and did manage the time though I faced this
problem. After all, I started to believe that I am not going to establish my
goal which I set for these final exams.
I was really unhappy that I could not make it because of a shortage of time. I thought my result might ruin my mark sheet. I set a high goal
to achieve and I always believed that it was out of my reach. I set the goal of
90% just to maintain my result. Generally, I never cared about my result and I
did not care this time too but I was scared because of our grading and
education system. I had a bad experience with our system that only candidates
with good marks get jobs and admissions. That was the reason I cared about my
result so much. Then days passed and I almost forgot about my result. As the
proverb says, ‘Time is the best healer.’ I remembered my results when I
encountered the situation of further admissions.
As I started to apply for further admission I recalled the
situation during the exams. This scared me and also I am an overthinker too
which took hell out of me. All-day I started to think about my result and
started getting nightmares about bad results. I saw a dream where I got my mark sheet with only 61%. The next morning, I search for the meaning of having a dream
about the result. There I read that many people have been reported watching
their results in their dream. The meaning of that dream was something like
this: If you have the dream about your result that means you now have to settle
in your life. This made me feel terrible, I would say. But then I realized that
if I will tell someone about my dream it won’t become true. Yeah, I know that
was childish but sometimes that childishness saves you. However, I did not
talk about my dream, and though it did not come true.
I got my result and successfully achieved the goal which I
set. I got 90% in my finals and maintained my result from being ruined. Because
if I had not scored this much I might have got my overall result up to 60%. It
might make my nightmare true. But fortunately, that didn't happen.
I got many thoughts and I was not able to sleep at night
because of this. This was the first experience like this and was spooky.
Now, when I announced my result everyone looked happy and
celebrated my success. Some friends celebrated it more than I. But the twists
come when you achieve something and there is always at least a person who
demotivates you. Because that’s the real world. That’s life. When I tell about
my result he said, that is not big a deal to score 90%. I was almost ready to
deal with this situation though I got demotivated for a day or two. But then I
overcame this and came back to my real life with much more confidence. I always
tried to handle the problems alone and this time too I did it alone. Now, what
I wanted to say that, No matter what people say about your achievements or
success, neither get over-motivated nor got demotivated from incidence like
this.
Conclusion: Most people think that, once a student gets a good result there is nothing to worry about. But they don’t know that all the worries
start from there. Everyone thinks that success is something that after
achieving it we will finally have inner peace. But that is not true because
success never gives you relief rather your mind gives it. So for humans,
success is like a mirage. The hunger for achieving more and more never gets you peace. It’s human nature. So instead of running behind success and achieving
more and more, run behind something you actually love to do.
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